sinking ship

I think I switch over to chew foods too soon :( I am worried that I'm getting out of hand this weekend... we have pizza in the house, we always do but in the freezer and I'm not in love with that kind of pizza...but this is made to order for me and my serving does not have as many calories as some of my soups I feel guilty for some reason? We'll see how it goes tomorrow when I wt in I'd be shaking in my boots but I don't have boots on LOL

On another note, a stress thing that affects my eating habits too... I was asked to do something yesterday that would make it easier for my boss that lives far away and easier on me... BUT it appeas it will evade my private spaces... basically I'd be giving an open door to my computer... it should be able to be private for one user but it's not seeming that way...so I have not said no (yet) I want my son in law to advise me... but if this person can access my private side then it will be no.  The more I tossed this around the stronger and calmer I felt it's hard to explain but if it cost me jobs or even a friend it is ok - I am confident that I am ok with the power I have over ME... my ex used spyware on me... when I had a shared computer it was a matter of signing out of everything or ... well one of the many reasons to buy this laptop was so I can have privacy I can control if I want to sign out or leave things open, I write what I am thinking or feeling in documents and it is safely there.

A man, John, who has been with me for a number of years said to me recently that he is so proud of me in how I've over-come so much from speech on... he said :) "you've come a long way baby" I know that is a common expression but to me it was like... the best! So it came to me while sorting out the pros n cons of this situation... why yes John I have come a long way in more ways  than you can imagine!